Actor Alex Lockhart’s career is in a good place. The roles are coming in, the work is steady, and everything is falling into place. Even his sex life, since Alex finally hooked up with another hot actor, Spencer Johns, and Spencer pushes every one of Alex’s buttons. Then, just when Alex is on the verge of landing an exciting role, he learns the part went to Spencer. And Spencer didn’t even bother to mention he was up for the part. Feeling furious and betrayed, with one punch Alex takes their sudden feud public. Hollywood is abuzz with their rivalry. When a chance at a great independent movie comes up, Alex can’t turn down the role, even if Spencer is also slated to be in it. Beneath his outward hate and loathing for Spencer simmers hurt and a desperate want Alex can’t seem to quell. But as he tries to hold onto the hurt and anger, Alex learns Spencer isn’t quite what he thought. Can burning desire and want be enough to put out the flames of Alex’s rage?

Something Like Want

“Come on,” he murmured, his lips barely moving so I almost didn’t hear him. “Move your hips, babe.”


I got it, and with him directing me, things felt more natural. I started to rock, doing my best to simulate sex. It had been a long while since I’d fucked anyone, but once I got going, my body knew what to do. I almost lost myself in it a time or two, but the constant peripheral awareness of other people in the room kept me from forgetting it wasn’t me and Spencer doing this, it was Sam and Chris.


Vincent told us before we began that he wouldn’t be giving much direction during the scene. This wasn’t a porno but an intimate scene between two lovers, and he wanted us to do our thing. If there was something glaring, he would say, or stop us, but otherwise he left it up to us.


When Vincent said that, I’d been grateful. Both that he trusted us in the scene and that he wouldn’t be giving direction about what the sex was supposed to look like.


Chapter 21