Chapter 121

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Seconds went by during which Dean had his mouth on Jay’s dick before Jay fought his way out from under a haze of pleasure. Dean didn’t have to do this. He tugged on Dean’s hair, trying to let him know. How far did Dean intend to take the soft licks and sucks? Dean could stop anytime he wanted but paid no attention to Jay’s incoherent attempts to let him know.

Why now? Why did Dean do this now?

Even as Jay fought his way to the surface, today’s events revolved in his mind. Some big changes had taken place. Frank conversations. Other people meddling. Dean likely felt beleaguered.

“You don’t have to prove you love me.” That might not be the reason but the assumption was as good as any. Dean needed to know none of this was necessary. Jay loved him. Dean didn’t need to prove anything.

“I want to.” Dean broke off long enough to speak and then…Oh…