Chapter 161

“But your curiosity didn’t end there. You said you’ve watched porn.”

“Yeah.” He hadn’t told her of the gay detective stories. He didn’t want her looking one up to read. No reason she would, but she might. Not that he had to mention the pen name. His ego wanted to but he couldn’t stomach Candice Hemingway ever finding out, so best he not say anything. Sure, if she read one, he might never know. How much of himself might he have given away in those pages, though? He didn’t want to give Candice any opportunity to find another way to analyse him.

“The images aroused you?”

“Sometimes. Sure. Yes. The sex.” Dean shifted in his seat.

“Did you want to try any of the things you saw?”

He might be capable of blushing after all. Dean didn’t look at her when he spoke. “Maybe. You can’t always help what goes on in your head. Doesn’t mean you want it for real.”