Chapter 39

“I think that was big for him.”

“Yeah.”

“But you don’t love him?”

“He makes it really hard to.”

“Wow, Tucker. That’s not nice.” She smacked his arm.

“Okay…it’s not. But you don’t know the whole story.”

Savannah took his hand. “Tell me.”

“I don’t know if he’s a nervous wreck or if it’s…He came right out and said he doesn’t want to be ‘queer.’ That’s the word he used. I get it—sort of.”

“You do…want to be?”

“I am.” Tucker shrugged. “Whether I want to be or not is immaterial, dig?”

“You’re that strong…secure…brave?”

“I don’t know, Savvy. Fuck no. In the back of my van, yeah. With Roy…with you…and Chad I—”

“Chad? You and Chad? Chad!”

“Shh.”

“Do you love Chad? Do you love them both?” Savannah had a grip on his hairy arm. “In these romance novels my mother buys at the supermarket, there are always two guys, and the woman, she, like, has to pick one. You love them both, don’t you?” She was awfully loud.