Chapter 65

“Sorry.”

“Don’t apologize, Joseph. Don’t…just…wait. The doctor is coming.”

“Nobody’s coming. Nobody’s coming to help me. Nobody can help me.”

“Don’t say that. The doctor will help you.” Simon wipes his face and his hand is red. Dark red. Purple.

“Don’t make me leave. Don’t let me go. Please.”

“I’m not going to let you go. You never have to go.”

Copper drips down the back of his throat. His chest wretches. Simon’s face is swimming out of focus, the red dots blurring, running into lines.

“Please help me. I don’t want to…I don’t want to leave you.”

It reeks of purple. Flowers. Everywhere.

Someone spoke to him. Not Simon. Not Joseph. But Jefferson couldn’t make out what he was saying. It was like being called from above the clouds, the words echoing like hollow trees in a dead wood, and even though his heart sang at the owner’s voice, he was torn. He simply wanted to rest. There was no more strength to fight. He was even willing to face the damnation he’d already earned.