Chapter 8

Except, we hadn’t even had sex yet. And while I knew sex couldn’t be the be-all and end-all of a relationship, it was a very important part. Joshua and I got along incredibly well—just seeing his name pop up on my caller ID gave me butterflies and happy feelings—but I didn’t know if we’d be compatible in the bedroom. I thought we would be—I was so attracted to him I couldn’t even stand it sometimes, and I thought he felt the same way. But pure attraction wasn’t enough. There had been more than one occasion in my history where I’d thought I’d explode with a guy the instant we hit the sheets only for things to fizzle the moment we were in the bedroom.

I hadn’t been kidding when I’d told Joshua no one had inspired porn noises from me before