“Not like that. I prefer datingone person at a time. Out of sight out of mind Booger rotated partners like The Viewchanges cohosts.”
“Oh.”
Billy smiled.
“What?”
“Memories. Fantasies. We could have easily messed around. And just as easily, I could have fallen in love with the British jackass.”
“Wow.”
“I knew it was better just to play it off and then yank it while listening to him and someone else through our paper-thin walls—him and Tom Alan, eventually.” Billy picked up the coffee carafe and stared into it. “It hurt sometimes, but I had to protect my heart.” He came back to the present. “Jesus, I sound like a w—” Cutting himself off showed intelligence—or fear.
“You sound like a human being with feelings.”
“I guess. Back in the day, monogamy wasn’t really Milo’s goal. I’m over him now. The moment I saw him with Tom—”
“Tom Alan.”
“I knew that was going to be something. Then I met you.”
Erika handed him his mug from the other room.