In 1974, Gerry Faun gets the break of his life -- an opportunity to meet gorgeous, openly bisexual, glam-rock idol Mark Devon. Mark's world is new, exciting, and Gerry finally gets to explore the side of his sexuality he's kept hidden. But the press is everywhere, and when Gerry's father gets wind of what's going on behind his back, Gerry ends up on the street. Mark offers to let Gerry come along with the tour and Gerry jumps at the chance. The tour is a never-ending party -- and the start of what seems to be a perfect relationship for him and Mark. Until Mark's manager decides Gerry isn't worth the trouble he's stirring up. In 1994, Gerry is finally coming out of some tough times -- he has a job that pays the bills, a car that hasn't quite broken down, and a small rental in Jersey City. After a decade of barely getting by, if life was as good as it was going to get, Gerry figures he'll manage just fine. It would be easier if he wasn't still haunted by the man the media won't let him forget, the man who stole his heart and then broke it ... the man who’s shown up pleading for a second chance.

Fawn on the Moon

What about the little freckle-faced girl that looks like she’s barely graduated high school? What about your band members? You know, the guys that give you one hundred and ten percent every time they’re on stage? Who work their asses off to make you shine? What about the truck driver trying to make a living for his family? Do you care about them too, Mark? Were there kids in that other car? You know, the one that was traveling safely and calmly down its own lane when our car decided to swerve into it? Was there a mother in the passenger seat? Did she hold an infant in her arms? Why don’t you care about any of them?


…sucks your cock, Mark. She defends you like you’re some kind of prince. You probably dance through her dreams every night.


“She’s fond of you.” It was all Gerry could bring himself to say.


Mark’s hand fell to the bed as if it weighed too much to hold up. “Bella is…”


Chapter 35