Chapter 10

“You know it wasn’t your fault. I know you know that.”

“Doesn’t mean I don’t feel it.”

“Of course you do.” Sam took one more step forward. “But you also know that John is waiting for you. Has been waiting for you. Why are you making him wait anymore?”

Tom’s gaze snapped to his. “There is no way he wants to see me. I failed him.”

“I don’t think John would think that.” Sam leaned against a tree and let his arms hang loose. He did everything he could think of to keep from getting confrontational. “From everything you said about him at the trial, from everything his family said, he was a forgiving and gentle soul.”

“Yes.” Tom’s voice cracked. He cleared his throat, but it didn’t quite work. “He was the kindest man I ever met.”

“And he loved you.”

“M-more than anything.” Tom was shaking now, and Sam was sure if he could, he’d be crying. But it felt like a healing sort of thing, not a bad thing. Sam let him have that for a few minutes, and then he gently pressed on.