Thomas was the one who had to do it first. A minute passed. Dozens of beats of his heart followed. He thought it would explode before Thomas finally made the move, easing out of his constricting channel with the languor of a man who had all the time in the world. A lie, of course, but Andre would let it slide. Because the longer Thomas took, the longer it would be before they had to separate for good.
Their rhythm was slow and shallow at first, more of a rocking than actual strokes. It gave them time to fully adjust to their position, to the way they fit together, even though Andre thought it unnecessary. He couldn’t lift his head. He didn’t dare. One twist to meet Thomas’s eyes, and he was done for. The almost tender merge of their bodies was too much of a reminder of the potential they could’ve had, the passions they could’ve shared.