Chapter 43

What the hell had he been thinking?

He hadn’t.

He couldn’t get the kiss out of his mind. He’d gone there, meaning to say no more. He’d meant to say stop. To call fucking safe word or whatever.

But then Ellis, with those eyes and that kindness, saying all that stuff about how he’d let them go slow. He’d let Bryn go slowly. He’d understand.

Only Bryn knew Ellis couldn’t understand. He wouldn’t. They were doomed.

“But it was fuckin’ sweet while it lasted, wasn’t it?” Jared asked from where he stood at the far corner of the stage, smoking a cigarette through a hole in his jaw. “That boy’s mouth. Ooooh damn.”

“It’s his knee,” Medea pronounced when the medical team arrived. She tore off Bryn’s white powdered wig and freed his hair from its wig cap.

“How do you know?” Jules asked, panicked and with tears on her face. It was the night before the last performance of the season, and her lead man was likely out. Bryn would cry too if it weren’t for all the drugs.