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Chapter 3

Then there’d been driving he shouldn’t have done, parking that’d been a miracle of mechanics and straight lines, getting through the door, and sitting at the bar with Reason and Better Sense, who made piss-poor companions. He had no defense. Sometimes the urge to escape beat him down so hard, there was no other option but to curl into the fetal position and promise anything if only it would stop tearing open his insides.

He hated himself for giving in, but he hated the hatred too. Being crazy felt like the real Nathan. The Nathan who went to work Monday through Friday, sat in his office, took meetings, went to the gym with his friends, and waded through the bullshit of the mundane—that guy was a pussy. That guy was an illusion built on habit and practice, and he was getting more indistinct by the day.