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Chapter 88

The chair scraped the floor when Nathan rose. “Will you tell him something? For me?”

“I can do that, yes.”

“Okay.” Nathan cleared his mind. “Tell him that I understand, and tell him what I’m doing. Tell him everything. That I’m going to meetings, that I’m seeing you; what we talk about, what I say in group. Tell him I’m washing dishes after dinners in an apron that makes the Women’s Group laugh, and that I don’t think I’ll ever believe in God, but I can and do believe in him. Tell him that won’t change, even if he never comes back. And please, tell him that he’s not the reason. But he’s the goal. To be good enough for him, that’s what I want. I think it’s what I’ve always wanted, right from the very beginning.”

“I’ll give him the message,” Matt promised.

“Thank you.” Nathan hesitated. “Tell him if and when he comes home, it’ll be just to me and not to any of the mess I’ve made. And tell him that as far as I’m concerned, he saved my life.”