If he’d ever been more excited than he was at that moment, Ian couldn’t remember it. He could barely remember his own name as he clutched at Lucas’s shoulders. He certainly couldn’t tell Lucas how amazing it felt, since his voice chose that moment to disappear with any lung capacity he might have had. His earlier fear that this would all be over too soon reared its ugly head again, but all he could do was stand there and quiver like he was back in sixth form, fumbling with Gareth Hopkins in the boys’ toilet.