Chapter 26

Considering what some of Carlos’s departing girlfriends had written on the mirror or carved into the side of his car, Rafi theorized that his brother had never quite gotten the knack of that ‘partner satisfaction’ thing.

It didn’t matter, Rafi told himself. The heart wanted what it wanted and all that. He didn’t have to understand why Bo had chosen Carlos, or why Carlos had chosen Bo over his brother. Rafi just had to…deal with it anyway, somehow. It didn’t have to make sense.

And it didn’tmake sense, because when he first saw the picture of Bo’s pregnant belly, his heart had tried to leap into the clouds. Some part of him still expected to start a family with Bo, have a future with Bo. Some part of him saw that Bo was having a baby and thought, We’re having a baby!

And even now, knowing that trying to co-parent with Bo and Carlos would be messy and painful and terrible, he wanted that baby to be his.