Chapter 78

“I felt…very rejected and alone. And there was Carlos, who I’m sureyou never noticed had been in love with me for years. Or at least thought he was, because he thinks everything you have is better than what he has. Carlos was so, so ready to comfort me and soothe my poor ego…I hope you don’t think I’m making excuses for myself. I’m not.”

“There’s no excuse you could make.”

“I know. And I knew the minute it happened that if you ever found out, that would be it for us. Completely. Forever. You might forgive me for straying, but not with your brother.” Her voice changed, grew a little more strained. He felt almost like he could see her, rubbing a hand over her face, weariness fraying her composure just the slightest bit. “Maybe part of me wanted to do something irrevocable. I don’t know. But it was supposed to be a one-time thing. You weren’t supposed to ever know…Then I found out I was pregnant.”

“And you thought about saying it was mine.”