It figured, didn’t it? He’d finally met someone he wanted to be with, really wanted to be with, and whatever it was they had would be over before it had begun.
Unless…
He wanted to whisper words he didn’t take lightly, but it was too soon, and yet more than likely too late. Rusty had touchedhim, deep inside, left something of himself in Nate’s heart. Whatever happened now, Nate wouldn’t forget the time they’d spent together.
Damn it.
Nate wiped at his eyes. He wasn’t a guy who cried easily, and he didn’t want to be seen doing it now. He kissed Rusty’s forehead and slipped from bed, careful not to disturb him. His boxers were still on the floor where they’d fallen before…before they’d made love.
Oh, fuck.
No. Maybe it wasn’t “just sex,” but it wasn’t more than a fling. Pretending for one night didn’t change that.
Damn me for a bloody liar, it wasn’t the lovemaking that was pretend!