If he dove in, I knew I’d be forced to do the same. The result would be that neither of us came out of the river’s frigid embrace alive. But I couldn’t leave him here.
I said softly, “Jack. Jackson. Can we start again?” They were simple words, but the message they carried conveyed more. Missed opportunities. A willingness to be there.
For a moment I thought the words I spoke didn’t matter. I was terrified he’d continue on his relentless march toward suicide. And I felt helpless.
But he turned back to me. His expression, once confused and vacant, now had some life. I swear there was new light in his eyes. Hope? Or just the slant of the sun? He said, “Why would you want to?”
I didn’t have to think about it. I opened my heart, and the word came. “Potential.”
He cocked his head. I felt my teeth begin to chatter, joining in perfectly with my shivers.