Insanity, he could always claim insanity, but he feared it was more than that.
It was Otho’s steady gaze, his quiet calm, the warmth. He didn’t look at Mason funny when Mason moved closer, didn’t comment about him leaning against him. Joel always had, had always found Mason needy and clingy. He was clinging to Otho now, the only difference was that Otho didn’t seem to mind.
But, then again, perhaps he was being nice because Mason had taken a swim outside his house. He sighed. What had he been thinking?
“Are you okay?” Otho searched his face with those blue eyes of his.
“Thank you for saving me.”
“Any time.” Otho smiled. “But what were you doing walking out on the ice?”
“It looked…tranquil. I needed to clear my mind, and it looked so undisturbed.”
“Because no one walks on the ice of a river. It never freezes solid with the currents—” Otho shook his head. “You could have died.” The arm around Mason’s shoulders tightened. It was nice.