Chapter 51

“But I sense something is wrong. I won’t pry. We’ll talk when you get here. In the meantime, I will pray you make the right decision.”

The truth was, Jade hadn’t decided anything. Much as the thought of a weekend in New York at winter’s end was enticing, there was a large part of him that didn’t want to go back to Brynner & Sons. Whatever feelings he had once had for his work had been replaced by the desire to see things go on as they were. For the first time in his life, he was living alone. He enjoyed the solitude, enjoyed sitting out on the porch with his breakfast or a juicy history book, enjoyed having a plate of ravioli and crème brulée for dinner.

And even throwing open all the windows late at night and drawing all the shades and curtains tight and then lying down nude on the floor of his bedroom with his legs up against the bed to masturbate. The night air would bead on his lightly feverish flesh, and he would feel sated and complete.