Chapter 8

“I know about nests,” Nicholas said, wry and hurting and kind, “and needing to fly.”

“I do answer if there’s an emergency…”

“Of course you do. You’re a good person.”

“Do you wantto go? To leave?” He held his breath; the world held its breath. Sun streaked through windows, and the refrigerator let out a sudden creak, not an answer.

“No,” Nicholas said. “Not yet. I should but I want—I want to kiss you, and I know this is like the worst timing, all the adrenaline, everything we’re in the middle of, but I’ve wanted to since the first time you smiled at me and put an extra cherry on that first sundae. When you didn’t know anything about me. You were just being nice. Just because.”

“I thought you were beautiful,” Tom explained, “and I’d never seen you in here before, and you looked nervous—” When he got up Nicholas stood up too. When they moved, they moved together, closer, still holding hands.