Chapter 54

“What did you do that for?”

“Don’t be so damn eager, you fuckin’ addict.” He shakes his head. “You party boys are all alike. You with your coke, him with his G, him with his K, him with his tina…don’t you guys get sick of it? All of your fuckers wantin’ to take it bareback…wantin’ the load.” He makes his voice falsetto. “Sperm my pussy.” Jason shakes his head again, the disgust oozing from him. “You guys make me sick. You deserve to get AIDS.”

I wonder if Gabe is downstairs. My heart is pounding, and I don’t know if it’s the coke or the sudden fear I may have let a psycho into my apartment. The scariest thing is he’s half right about everything he’s saying. I’ve thought the same things myself, especially on the day after a binge.