Chapter 81

“I’m going to let you go,” Edwin said softly. “I’m going to let it all go.”

“But we could have been…”

“Cooper, you are dead. Why won’t you accept that? Why won’t you let yourself accept that? You can’t change it. You can’t undo it. It’s horrible, and it’s unfair, and I’m sorry.”

“But I can touch you.”

Edwin supposed it was as simple as that for Cooper. As long as they had a connection, he would never voluntarily give it up. Did that mean he was going to kill Cooper all over again? Or did that mean he was finally going to do the right thing by a young man who had probably only a known a moment of love in his entire life? What if there was nothing else? What if there was nothing more? What if he was destroying a consciousness?

“Are you happy like this, Cooper?”

“I’m happy with you.”

“That’s not what I asked. But you don’t need to answer me. I think I already know.”

“I don’t want to go. Please don’t make me. Please…please, Edwin.”