Chapter 1

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Kris Starr had not previously expected to marry a demon. In fact, he’d never expected to be getting married at all. The demon part—or rather the half-demon part; Justin was after all half-human—had arguably been the least surprising.

He propped a shoulder on the old barn door and watched Justin for a minute: content just to lean there while his other half plus his oldest friend roamed around the vineyard’s antique refurbished wedding venue, with the backdrops of vine-clad hills and ocean-blue California sky. Justin’s hair stood up in fiery loops—he’d gradually been dying it less, letting his heritage be visible—and his hands made big excited gestures, explaining something about backdrops or centerpieces or maybe demon aunts to Reggie. Kris’s former bass player, sleeves rolled up over tattoos, laughed and answered: expertise about owning this vineyard and working with wedding parties, maybe, or a joke about how much wine they’d need, or some teasing about Kris himself.

Kris didn’t mind. He let the door hold him up and didn’t follow, only staying put as sunshine snuck in to heat up the side of his face: making friends with a scruffy time-battered rock star in jeans and a New York Astral Queens casual long-sleeved band shirt under a weathered leather jacket. Kris Starr, once upon a time Christopher Thompson, dismal failure as a dishwasher in a London pub and public school dropout, was shorter and quieter than most people thought; Kris in public sometimes still bothered with the rock-and-roll persona when it seemed to be expected and because he was vain enough to like the way he looked in eyeliner and a few necklaces, even at a certain age, and also because throwing the name around let him take Justin out to some exclusive restaurants and rare book shops.

Anything for his demon. His gorgeous, courageous, brilliant demon. The person who’d looked at Kris Starr, tired old rock star, and seen someone worth believing in, first as a manager and then as a friend and then as a lover, and now—

A bird or two chirped. A whistle sang through the day. A rustle of leaves danced. The vines and barn-sides got a little brighter, clearer, dipped in gold.

“Hey,” Reggie called his way, “keep your sex thoughts to yourself, my grapes don’t need to hear that!”

“Your grapes love it!” Kris yelled back, but rather guiltily got a better handle on empathic projection. One reason they’d always had such good live shows. Capable of filling a stadium. Of sweeping everyone up in the exhilaration, the elation, the energy. He’d tried for a long time after Starrlight’s musical implosion to notuse it at all.

Justin had smiled at him and told him that the emotion felt good. That, with that demon heritage, Kris projecting came across—tangible, a brush or a kiss of desire or fear or hope—but the influence, the suggestions, didn’t work. Kris mostly believed that, because it was mostly true

Justin had also said that it mightwork. Kris was on the stronger side of the magical scale—most people had just enough talent to flip a switch or light a candle—and Justin washalf human; he’d said once, amused and honest, if you were really trying and I wasn’t paying attention, I think you’d win…

Kris had sworn, horrified, never to try. Justin had had enough hurt. Enough of someone making him into a person he wasn’t, and a love that came with conditions and became rage when feeling betrayed.

Justin these days did not talk about his ex much. That was fine with Kris, though he sometimes wondered whether Justin missed, not David—gods, no; he was sure of thatmuch—but the stability. The lawyer’s job and generally put-together life. A life that didn’t come with an aging disaster of messy rock legend empath who did not know how to share a flat with someone on a permanent basis, who’d just last week tried to make breakfast and burned both eggs and toast, who’d once got high and traded a silver Stratos guitar for a bag of Sparkle and a bottle of champagne…

But Justin loved him.

He did not quite know how, or why; he sometimes still stopped in place, amazed by the sight of fire-hair in their penthouse kitchen or youthful black leather boots kicked off in an entryway or smoky nutmeg-spice eyes above a pile of books. Sometimes he had to take a breath. To think that this was real: this was all real.

Justin Moore loved him, and Kris had somehow proposed—in a tumultuous tangle of words on a sofa, amid sunshine and the aftermath of sex and discussions of a future, a new album and Justin’s current music-history book editing project—and Justin had said yes.

To him. Yes.

“Kris?” Justin bounced over, all long legs and wide eyes and blue nail polish with tiny sparkly stars. He wasn’t really short enough to fit himself under Kris’s arm, but did anyway, landing a kiss on the corner of Kris’s mouth; Kris stopped leaning on the helpful barn and put both arms around him.