Chapter 7

Nicky never spoke about the man at the bar, or even if they ended up together that night. I certainly didn’t ask. Maybe it had just been for a dance, for fun. A passing moment of flirtation. Nicky was entitled to that, wasn’t he?

The pain in my heart tightened from that day on. I could deny it all I wanted, but I couldn’t ignore the reaction I’d had to Nicky’s dancing, the anguished joy at his unrestrained smile, the sudden, astonishing lust I’d felt for him. And oh God, the dreadful jealousy I’d felt at another man touching him.

I didn’t know what I was going to do about it.

Or, maybe I did. But I was too scared to face it.

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Mum has bustled back downstairs to talk to the caterers. They’ve apparently thrown the offer of a prawn and pasta dish into the mix as compensation for the salmon mousse.

Mandy’s still standing here, clutching the bucket and towel like some kind of talisman she’s afraid to surrender.

“How does he look?” I ask.

“Who? What do you mean?”