Chapter 9

“But I’ve never…” Lying almost on top of him, his hand in my hair, his groin against mine, his lips tracing my jaw—the reality hit me with even more embarrassment “I mean, I’ve only dated girls. And hardly that, to be honest.”

He chuckled, his breath hot on my neck. “It doesn’t matter. It’s not important.”

“But you’ve—”

“Patrick?” Every time he said my name, it made my heart leap over a beat. “None of that matters. You want me, right?”

“God. Yes. Fuck.”

I must have sounded like a kid at Christmas because he smiled, but his pupils blew wider and darker. “And I want you. Always have. We’ll make it work.” He paused just one more moment. “You’re sure?”

“Sure?”

“About this. You and me. It’s definitely your choice?”

It was my time to chuckle. “Most definitely!” And I meant it. It was like coming home; like finding my place, my own comfort zone. And it wasn’t just comfortable but an exciting promise of exploration, experience, and joy.