The heat runs through me, a sudden, molten, tingling flush. I didn’t think it was possible to be more excited at the thought of sex with Nicky than I already am, every damn night. We don’t even have to fuck: I just love the smell of his skin, the press of his legs against mine when we spoon, the snuffle he gives in the mornings when he’s just waking up and I’m accidentally-on-purpose sliding my hand between his thighs on the quest for a wake-up hand job…
Okay. So I love the fucking, too. And the joy of sex with someone you love, who you can relax with, who knows only too well what makes you cry out, or purr, or when you need a cuddle, or just being taken, hard and fast and without words—
“Um. We need to leave soon,” Nicky murmurs in my ear.
“Huh?”
He meets my gaze, then glances down at my crotch and back up again.
Jesus. I’m thick, I’m hard, and I’m impatient. But I grin—isn’t that exactly how a groom should be?