Chapter 65

He also would have liked to say to Cadence Bell: my son is a good man, not because of anything I gave him but because he’s made himself good; he’s kind at heart; please don’t hurt him, if you can.

He would not at any point have known how to even begin.

And Cade and Jeremiah went on without him. For some time, at least. Several weeks. Days. Richard lost count and did not know how to regain it.

And then Cadence Bell walked into the ocean and disappeared, and Jeremiah—according to the story—ran into the tiny schoolhouse with its new blue door and said to all his students, “Sorry, I’ve got a bit of an emergency, school’s dismissed today,” and then—

Richard shivered, recalling it. He stopped in place even now. He found that his chest hurt; he had forgotten to breathe.

He crossed arms over himself, seeking warmth.

He’d thought—for a moment, for too many moments, for those frantic hours, he’d thought Jeremiah had—