Chapter 25

Nothing?

He shrugged, but I could see there was a secret hiding behind his eyes, something trying to get out. If I went after it, it would retreat like a turtle pulling its head inside its shell, so I feigned disinterest. I was not, however, disinterested. Not in the slightest.

Is Papa mad at you?

Probably, I signed.

Are you fighting?

No.

He looked like he was mad.

He probably was.

But you’re not fighting?

Maybe a little bit. Don’t worry about it.

Does he love me?

Of course he does. He’s your papa.

I don’t think he likes me.

Why would you say that?

K said he only likes me because he wants to make you happy.

That’s not true!

He shrugged.

Daddy?

What?

Why am I deaf?

I gazed at him for long moments. What kind of question was that?

K said it’s because you and Mama did something bad, he added.

I did not know how to answer this, so I said nothing. He peered at me intently with those blue eyes that seemed to see right through me.