Mama asked me what was wrong, why I couldn’t sit down properly, why I did nothing but lay on my bed in a state of pain and befuddled bewilderment, and I had told her what Father Michael did, even though I had promised him I wouldn’t breathe a word of it. I was twelve, didn’t have the proper vocabulary, so I had told her that Father Michael had “made love” to me. That’s how I thought of it at the time, that we’d “made love.” It would not have occurred to me to think I had been raped or ill-used, or that Father Michael had not acted out of the love he professed for me. He’d done it, not once, not twice, but three times—the last just minutes before we packed up and left the hotel room. My poor little anus had been on fire the whole way from Jackson to New Albany, but I had tried not to squirm around in my seat because it made Father Michael mad.