Chapter 80

Kelwyn took the sandwich plate and set it on a nightstand that stood beside the bed. Had they always had a nightstand there? Of course they had. He sat on the bed again and reached out to Harun, caressing his cheek. “Feeling better?”

Harun nodded. It was hard, somehow, to find words through the fuzz that lingered in his mind.

“Harun?” Kelwyn’s voice had turned soft, almost hesitant.

“Hmm?”

“Do you love me?”

Harun blinked at him. “Of course.”

“What is love? What does it mean to love someone?”

The words were still hard, but Harun managed to scrape together, “It’s when they matter to you as much as you do. More than you do. When you want them to be happy even if it makes you miserable.”

“That doesn’t seem right. Why make yourself miserable for somebody else?”

Harun frowned, trying to focus. “That’s why you both have to feel it that way. You each sacrifice and it meets in the middle, and you’re both happier than you’d be alone.”