Chapter 8

“Fuck. Everything.”

“What?”

“Every fucking thing, okay?”

“What?” Ed blinked. “What the fuck are you talking about?”

“Aren’t you afraid? Isn’t that why you took off without a fucking word to anybody? Don’t tell me you’re not.”

“I…”

“Just be honest. You’re fucking terrified.”

“Stop acting like we’re alike. We’re not. We’re…”

“What’s your number?”

Ed’s shoulders slumped, but he didn’t lower his fists. “I told you. I’ll go when they call me.”

“What is it?”

“My birthday is the eighteenth of February. Eighth in the draft order.”

Sammy winced. “I’m sorry, man. I didn’t know.”

“What’s yours?”

“January eighth. Three-hundred and forty-first in the order.”

“Well,” Ed sneered, “that’s just great, isn’t it?”

“Fighting with me isn’t going to change anything.”

“What will?”

The question stopped Sammy. They stared at each other for a long beat before he finally said, “Nothing. Nothing is going to change this. This shit…all of it…is out of our hands.”