Chapter 66

As I had given the speech at the ceremony—it had taken me an hour and lots of breathing exercises to get over my stage fright—I’d looked out over the crowd of my peers, most of whom were bored stiff and couldn’t wait for the day to be over so they could get on with their oh-so-important lives. No one from my family had come to see me walk the stage, though I’d invited them.

It hurt, but I pushed it down and finished my ten-minute spiel, ignored the polite applause from the crowd, and sat behind the podium. My only real friends during that time had been my college professors, most of whom, I thought, felt sorry for me. Whatever.

After surviving my education years, I moved to the big city and into a tiny apartment, thinking I would finally have the freedom to come into my own, live as I wanted, and find my joy. I was Mary Tyler Moore, bitches! Or Ally McBeal’s dancing baby.

Well, that joie de vivrefizzled out quickly.

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