Chapter 29

“I think you can see me, if you try,” Jefferson offered. “Picture me naked, bounding across the green, black with night, descending the bank you and I nearly rolled down.”

I swallowed hard.

“Picture me falling into shallow water, so only part of my bare body is covered by it. Can you?”

I pictured something, someone his age, nude and frolicking. Was it someone I knew or had seen in porn?

“Goose?”

I didn’t think it was either of those things. “I can,” I said. “I can see you.”

“Good. Now, draw what you see.”

The moment I put pencil to paper, the image in my mind went poof. “Shit.” I slammed my fist into the paper.

“Drawing isn’t only about what’s in front of you, you know,” Jefferson said.

“I do know,” I told him. “I didn’t know others did.”

“The finest artist captures what only he can see.”

“What he feels,” I added. “I tried to draw a leaf that night—last night. Not that many hours feel like forever ago, somehow.”