Chapter 11

Fred cleared his throat to rid his head of any stupid fantasies. Zen might be gay, but he wouldn’t want someone like Fred. Geeky, useless Fred.

The bullies had taken one look at him in school and known what he was made of, and his mother had given him the same kind of look when he got home.

“Are you all right?”

Fred jumped, not used to having someone study him. “Yes, thank you.”

Zen took a step closer, the heat coming off his body almost reached Fred, almost. He wanted it to, wanted to brush up against Zen, but he didn’t move.

“Are you sure? You looked…ill for a moment.”

“Just silly thoughts.” Fred shrugged but didn’t look at Zen.

“Then we need something to take your mind off those thoughts. Do you want breakfast now? Were you going for a run?”

Fred looked down at himself. “No, I only wanted some fresh air.” Running would’ve been nice, though. He shook his head. “Breakfast would be lovely. If you’re in the mood to eat.”

Zen grinned at him.