Chapter 58

“I’m not a kid anymore.”

Just childish. Josh held his tongue.

“Things are changing. I’m slowing down. If I don’t live now, when will I?”

Okay. That was enough. He’d been down this road with Steve before, like one day a week was such a big deal. “I know a way to liven it up.”

“How?” Steve asked.

“Let me fuck you tonight.”

“Yeah, right. How’s your therapy going? Any progress? Maybe by the time I’m gray, I’ll get it twice a week, if I still have the energy.”

“She says we should do this kind of thing more.”

“What’s that?” Steve asked.

“Talk and hold each other, share our feeling, reflect on things we enjoy together, like complaining.”

“What?” Steve sounded confused.

Josh couldn’t see Steve’s face but imagined the clueless expression, quite familiar to him by now. “She calls it intimacy.”