Chapter 77

Josh’s tender caress was to no avail. His hands only tensed Steve further. This wasn’t going to work.

Steve’s body spoke. The insidious nature of fear revealed itself. Its sinewy fingers clutched at his flesh. Though perhaps unaware to him and against his will, the muscles along his spine arched rigid, which did nothing to protect him from the perceived threat nor to prevent it. To no purpose, he reacted as under attack. The muscles turned to knots and tired. They twitched, and Steve sighed with fatigue.

It was a lesson for Josh. On the trapeze tonight, this mustn’t happen to him. He would observe every tension and release it, any fear wherever he found it in himself, down to the blood and the bone.

He pinched Steve’s butt. “You’re not ready. Another time maybe.” He could have made it happen now, he supposed. If it were in him to do so. Though angry, he still loved Steve, and didn’t want to hurt him.