Chapter 4

“Nice.” The sun had started to lighten the sky in the east, and even though the dining room windows looked west, I could see the outlines of the closest trees and the early morning lights in the valley. “This is the place you always dreamed about, isn’t it, Adam?”

His husky tone as he uttered my name produced twinges. Shit. I refused to do it. I’d taken him back so many times in the city I thought I was cured once and for all. Now this—this insidious betrayal of my body when he stood near and uttered my name. Fuck. I’d slit my throat first before I’d step onto his carousel again.

Did I want him anywhere near the life I’d built from the ground up? Hell no. I’d done the phoenix act once in my life and didn’t need to do it again. Did I?