Chapter 3

Our lives would be paradise.

I liked watching my homemade DIY romances and domestic comedies. With them, I could fall sound asleep, only getting up a couple of times to stretch my legs and take a piss.

On those nights, I’d wake up rested, ready to meet the day, hardly missing breakfast or a real meal.

Over the years, Randy, like some of my wilder hopes and dreams, faded. I wished I could remember what his face looked like, but after all this time, it was just a hazy blur, never coming into focus.

No matter. My hero wasn’t so much a face as the feeling of being protected and happy.

The nights that the adventures and murder mysteries snuck up on me were a little more lively.

At least I could sleep through them, though I tossed and turned and more often than not ended up in a tangle on the floor. Usually, it was the sound of gunfire from outside that triggered these films.