It's been eleven years since Nick ran off with David for the West Coast. And though his life resembles a blue dream, after more than a decade of bar tending in resorts and cruise ships, Nick is finally thinking of heading home. First, he needs to go see about David in Vancouver ...<br><br>When he arrives, Nick finds a community of young men devastated by AIDS. Part of him wants to flee back to Montreal, but David is dying and Nick knows his place is by his best friend's side. In those four days and nights in David's apartment by the English Bay, Nick learns more about himself than he ever did before. When it's all over, he packs his bag and locks up his grief, determine to honor the promise he made to David of opening up his own restaurant.<br><br>Five years later, Nick is gaining a reputation in the industry as a chef, but has yet to have any meaningful relationships. Until Derek O'Reilly, that redheaded kid with the avocado-green eyes he used to know, walks into his dining room and ignites Nick's passion once more.

Blue Awakenings

“Nick,” he said, pressing his hand to my chest, “you have the right.” He kissed me gently.


I knew what he meant. But did I truly deserved this blessedness?


“Are you thinking of David?” O’Reilly asked in a kind tone. “You have that look in your eyes again.”


“I’m sorry.” I carefully moved away and climbed out of bed. I didn’t want to ruin this perfect moment with my grief and regret. “Let me get you a warm washcloth. Just put the rubber in the bin there.”


Derek nodded, watching me leave with a sad expression.


Chapter 42