I didn’t mean to fall for him. Not even close, and definitely not when I’ve only known him for such a short time. That’s not me. I don’t get involved. Not ever! Did he mean what he said? That he might love me? He shook his head in dismay. You don’t know me, Gid. No more than I know you. Yeah, you’re an interesting man but then I’ve known interesting men before and left them without a thought. Why you? How is it you left a hole in my life when you walked away, you stubborn man.
He opened the fridge again to take out eggs, and then, after greasing a frying pan, he broke three into it, stirring them viciously. Stubborn as hell, but then so am I, I guess. I’m not giving up my life here to satisfy some insane idea of his that we could live in the middle of nowhere and make it work. It wouldn’t. Like I told him, I’d go crazy with nothing to do.