Chapter 22

Now, here I was, following him up the stairs, somewhat like a disconsolate puppy. Was this what love felt like, this searing feeling in one’s chest? How did I know it wasn’t simply indigestion?

I was a trifle startled to see him open the door to his room and wait for me to precede him. “You…you want me to stay with you?”

He looked exasperated. “Singe, don’t you get it yet? You’re mine. Of course you’re going to stay in this bedroom with me. This is your bedroom, too.”

“For now?”

“For always.” He dropped my suitcase beside the door.

“Oh.” I didn’t know what to say to that. I’d thought he said he loved me simply to soothe my ruffled feathers, so I would allow him to continue fucking me. Once he grew tired of my inexperience I had no doubt he would show me the door, disappointed with me, just as Father had always been.

“All right, St John. There’s something I have to tell you.”