Five made a soft, unhappy noise. He pulled Tarquin close again, holding him as if he could protect Tarquin from his own grief. Tarquin clutched at him like a drowning man at a rock in a rough current. It felt like a very long time before he felt calm enough to let go.
“That’s what happened,” Tarquin managed at last. He wiped his nose on his sleeve, then pulled in a long breath that still shook. “That’s it. Now you know what I did.”
Five used his thumb to smooth away a tear on Tarquin’s cheek. He moved back so Tarquin would look at him, then mouthed, “Thank you.”
“You’re welcome. Like I said, you might as well know.” The heavy pulse of the Kawj felt worse, stronger now, as if it had taken power from his confession.