Jian gave him a funny look. “It’s just a lamp.”
“No, it’s more than a lamp. It’s hope.”
Jian rolled his eyes.
“It is! Remember counting down the days to Christmas as a kid? Mom always made me an advent calendar with one gift every day from December first to the twenty-fourth.”
“I know, you’ve told me.”
“It was magic. And she put up a star in time for Advent, so when the star was lit in the window, the countdown had started.”
Jian smiled but shook his head.
Victor picked up a grape and threw it on him. “Don’t be like that. It was magical. Weren’t your Christmases magical?”
“I grew up in a Muslim home, Vic.” There was an echo of pain in his voice, and Victor cursed himself for not thinking before speaking.
“Sorry. I’m so stupid sometimes.”
“You’re not, and I get the excitement, I do. I loved the holidays when I was a kid, at least before I was old enough to know who I was and what it meant for me and my family. I never understood why a star in the window was important.”