Chapter 29

My jaw almost dropped, and I couldn’t fucking believe it. “Really? Wow.”

“Gosh, this is so awkward. What do I do? I can’t even look at him anymore. I’m so embarrassed that I used to masturbate to his videos.”

“But you don’t feel anything for him anymore, right? I mean, that was all in the past and you moved on, right?”

Miguel kept silent and looked guilty.

I raised my eyebrows. “Right…?”

“I should probably be honest with you. I don’t want to lie.”

Ah, fuck! He’d never gotten over Juanito, either? That made two of us. “You still have feelings for him?”

It took a moment for him to give me a slow nod. “But I want you. That was never a lie, I swear. I just…gosh, I didn’t think I’d ever meet him, you know?”