There had been the chance that the reality of being with Drew and Alec wouldn’t live up to the fantasies—the many, many fantasies. How could anybody live up to their idealized selves? Each time he had imagined fucking Alec or dreamed of being with Drew, he had unconsciously set himself up for very real disappointment. But Alec and Drew so far surpassed his imagination that he almost felt guilty for not giving them more credit. The way they kissed him and held him and gave themselves over to him made Nick understand one critical fact.