Chapter 32

Except I still felt another hole in my heart, a bigger one, and that was because Gary wasn’t there to patch it up. Where was he those days? He should’ve been pushing sixty already, and assuming he was still alive, did he ever think about me from time to time?

I decided to drive downtown as I frequently did, but instead of stopping to look at my old apartment as usual, I was in the mood to take a stroll along the Detroit Riverwalk. Parking was always tedious and often not cheap just about anywhere in downtown, but that was okay. I needed some air from all the emotions building up inside of me.

After finding and paying for a parking spot, I walked a good distance under the hot sun until I reached the Riverwalk. I leaned against the metal rail, plenty of people walking, jogging, and biking past me at random. I cast my eyes at the Detroit River and downtown Windsor in Canada on the other side, and I tried to smile but managed to lift only one corner of my mouth.