Chapter 6

“I got paid today. I thought about getting that room and a hot meal, being clean and seeing the doc, then I thought, for what. I don’t have Babs; I had lost you long ago.” The tears began pouring down his cheeks.

“I never told you six years ago, Bill. I should have, but I never did. I’ve had feelings for you. Feelings that aren’t right. Ever since that day we spent putting together Babs’ duck after the ceiling caved in, I realized I was never attracted to women. If I had been, I would have cheated on Edna years ago. Bill. For you, I would lie, cheat, steal, and not give a damn. I’ll never get Babs’ back. Edna’s got that locked up tight. She hired some fancy assed lawyer.

“They won’t let me on the grounds of the school to see her. Edna has them convinced that I’m a drunken menace. Six years ago, I had something to offer you Bill. Now I’m a drunk in truth.”