Chapter 8

When he met Edmund, life went from black and white to Technicolor. Edmund, a brilliant, blinding light. He was dazzling with his curly brown hair, black frame glasses, and his infectious grin made Adam weak. They became fast friends at once. Adam, a loner by nature, had always found it difficult to relate to his peers. But his friendship with Edmund blossomed immediately, and soon they were inseparable.

The first year of college had been a whirlwind of activity. Throughout Adam’s first year, he and Edmund hooked up with increasing regularity. More often than not, when intoxicated, though they’d never progressed beyond handjobs and the occasional bit of sloppy head. Over time their encounters grew more intimate, often ending with them waking up entwined in each other’s arms, bashful and unsure. All of it came to a head one night in May. Drunk and emotional, Edmund admitted he was in love with him.

Adam panicked.