“Where are you headed?” I ask.
The tub’s almost full now, mountains of suds
foaming up to the lip, and the minute I turn off this water, he’ll
strip down beside me and I don’t know if I can handle that. I don’t
know if I trust myself to look away. Better to think of him
leaving, no matter how much I don’t want to see him go. Better for
us bothif we don’t make this into something more.
He shrugs. “Don’t know,” he mutters.
“No plans?” I want to know. When he
shakes his head, I let up on the nozzle and look at him closely. He
avoids my gaze, stares at the tub and sniffs in that way he has
that makes him look like a little boy trying not to cry. I still
can’t quite believe he’s almost twenty. Gently, I ask, “Where are
you from, Luke?”
He shrugs again. “Nowhere,” he whispers, and
this time I don’t think that sniffle is forced. His eyes waver with
sudden tears, the purple an almost midnight shade in the setting